I had a meeting today that should have left me feeling positive about my life. This has been a weird week. It seems like everyone around me is fighting. Fights have broke out in comments on blogs and on e-mail list serves. This war is bad kharma.
Even the good things that happen seem surreal.
I feel paralyzed. Stuck in a moment in time. Not moving forward in ways that I should be moving.
I have work to do. I'm not doing it. I'm just going through the motions.
San Francisco was a high point this week. But now it just serves to remind me that good things could happen, but they aren't.
I guess it's just Friday Blues. I feel lonely. I feel alone.