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FEELING LOW

I had a meeting today that should have left me feeling positive about my life. This has been a weird week. It seems like everyone around me is fighting. Fights have broke out in comments on blogs and on e-mail list serves. This war is bad kharma.

Even the good things that happen seem surreal.

I feel paralyzed. Stuck in a moment in time. Not moving forward in ways that I should be moving.

I have work to do. I'm not doing it. I'm just going through the motions.

San Francisco was a high point this week. But now it just serves to remind me that good things could happen, but they aren't.

I guess it's just Friday Blues. I feel lonely. I feel alone.